Mystical Experiencer: Female in late thirties
Current location: U.S.A.
Age at time of experience: 33
I was in a dark place, feeling lost and hopeless. Praying for a way out of the darkness. In the months prior to my experience I started feeling a strong pull inside. I started feeling a current of energy that began at the crown of my head and traveled down my spine. It was coming in waves so intense and so loud. A buzzing.
My perspective began to shift and I could truly see what I had become and all I had lost. I started planning a move back to Arkansas to get away. One night, about a week before I was to leave, my experience began. I started seeing colors and patterns, everything became so clear. I knew I it was time to leave. I felt calm and peaceful. The current of energy continued.
I packed a few things and left the rest behind. Said goodbye to my mom who could feel the change in me. I was no longer afraid. I got on the highway and the experience intensified. I felt waves of love crashing over me. I understood everything so clearly. Realizing I had to let go of the past. I had to forgive and accept. Because we are all One Love, all connected.
I drove for 7 hours straight to my grandmother. I was so excited about all I had felt and remembered. I was awakened! She held me and cried out praise and thanks to God. She had been praying for me for a long time.
My father was not so happy to see me arrive early. We got into an argument yelling and cursing in that moment. It was like looking in the mirror and seeing how I had behaved too many times. I got into my car and was filled with anger. I sat there and screamed as loud as I could. Sound was amplified. I could hear the pounding of the paper mill a few miles away. It sounded like it was right next to me.
The car began to vibrate, and the water in my cup holder was vibrating. It felt like the car was going to explode, so I reached for the key to turn of the engine and realized the car was not on. I went back to my grandmother and spent the night. The next day, my dad came to talk to me. He apologized and we cried.
I had planned on staying there, but my kids were in Oklahoma and I knew I had to get back to them. I was no longer afraid. I stayed for 3 days and came back to my kids with a whole new perspective. I felt loved and whole. During the next couple of weeks, I made a new life. Everything flowed so beautifully. The universe was helping me around every corner. That feeling of oneness and loved poured out of me.
For the next 6 months or so, I could summon the waves of warmth and love at any time. It’s been 5 years and I am so grateful for My Awakening. I most certainly would be dead if I had continued down the path I had been on. I feel blessed. I feel like I have been activated, the veil has been lifted, and I remember my purpose. To just Be Love!