I Felt Myself Just Become One with Universe

Mystical Experiencer:  Male in early fifties
Submission date:  September 4, 2022
Current location:  U.S.A.
Age at time of experience:  17

From the earliest memories of myself, I knew myself to be a spiritual being.  I can remember being a toddler and feeling connected to the universe.  I can remember being a child and lying down in the back of my parents’ car and feeling connected to the moon, the stars, the earth, and the energy that flows through it all.

Intuitively, I felt enveloped by this energy.  I told myself I was a person connected to Spirit.  This was the identity I gave myself.  As I grew to be a young man, I felt this energy dissipating.  I fear it coincided with the awareness that I was going to die one day.

Then a very long and painful struggle arose.  This struggle presented itself as a Wall in my mind.  Instinctively, I knew I had to get through this wall.  As I struggled to get through the wall, I could feel my energy waning, until I had no more.  Then I laid down in a field and looked up at the sky.  It was a beautiful day, and there was a full moon in my view.  I said, “God, I’ve always believed in you, but where are you now?”  It was at that moment I felt myself just become one with Universe.

I realized the nature of the universe is pure unconditional love.  The experience was so profound time and space could not encapsulate it.  I was outside of time and space, I asked myself, “where am I?  I was everywhere, I was anywhere, and I was nowhere, simultaneously.

Ever since this day, I knew God loves us unconditionally.  From this realization I believe we are supposed to love one another unconditionally.

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